I am the LAST who know the truth

Today,I went out with Nic's senior to take lunch.
I am happy that still have someone to comfort me...
He told me a lot of reasonable.
Besides,I heard that Nic already have girlfriend
before I confess with him...=(
This is the cruel truth for me!!
Then the days we went out together,
Genting Highland,Chow Kit,
jogging,play online game"Left 4 Death"
are simply just to let the time he is waiting for his girl in loved
to be more fullness?=(
Now then I realize I am the LAST who know he already
have girlfriend since early...T__T
How come he gave me hope before this?!
Why don't he tell me earlier
before I put much feeling on him?=(