3 Years Anniversary Loving With Lgz

Time past so fast...
Lgz with me already 3 years.
But I feel sad because 3 years anniversary
also can't stay beside him=(
I am still in KL T__T
Somemore, today he just keep playing online game,
always late reply my message=(
I felt that he like not really care me already.
I wait till 12am he still din call me.
That time already 28th Dec,
no meaning for me just because he called me after 12am=(
I am worrying...
Although I asked him whether he still love me or not,
he still say the same thing,
but don't know his mind and heart still with me or not...?

Countdown for Christmas

Tonight, my last plan after refused by classmates

was went to the Basel Church KL at Ampang
to countdown and
celebrate Jesus's birthday---Christmas =)
The following pictures were taken in
the Basel Church :

Christmas Eve Mood Spoilt

I had planned to go One Utama with my classmates
and roommates, but 2 of them, Bobo and YC suddenly
said cannot join us just because of to do assignment=(
My mood was spoilt...
I felt angry,
How come they just simply promised me
and lastly refused my invitation?!
I hope they will know this is a bad behavior...

Happy Winter Solstice

Today, Esther, Fion and me stay at home
to make the 汤圆 and celebrate winter solstice..=)
The following pictures is our making process^^

私はとても疲れます ( I am very tired )

Since 14th of Dec, I had just done the mission
of 3 days PC Fair.
Until now, I still feel very tired=(
Everyday went to college also feel sleepy...
And keep dreaming only.
My face full of pimples now...
Really very ugly=(
And also very pain...
I still hv a lot of assignments not yet done
and also presentations.
But now I feel not well again.
Just recover from sick then went to work,
I am very tired...

Promoter Job Is Gone...

As all my friends know that I have chance
to work as promoter during this coming
PC Fair at KLCC...
Unfortunately, when I ask agent that
when is our training date and time,
then she said : "Sorry, you are not selected."
Oh!!What a bad news for me?T__T
I hope it for so long already, and this may
solve my financial problem...
But now...My hope is gone already...=(
Jesus, I need a job that only work few days,
coz I really dun hv much time to work full term,
and I need to prepare for my final exam...T_T
Now I try to apply the IKEA part time job.

Christmas Decoration at The Curve

Today, my housemate, Pui Lim
fetch Esther and I go to The Curve at PJ=)
When we walked into the centre of The Curve,
we saw a very wonderful X'mas decoration
with many christmas trees..^^
On the christmas trees, there are a lot of
colourful balls and lights...
Really beautiful...and full of X'mas ambience=)
We took a few photos there^^

Oh My God! Now Turn Flu Again...

Today is very cold...
The sky keep raining.I am just recover from
sore throat, but now turn flu "find" me=(
Huh~~I am so tired now, keep sick only...
But, luckily God defend me until I finish write
the 800 words chinese essay =)
Now, I just hope I can fully recover before this Friday...

Envy People That Can Back Hometown

Just now when I finnish took my bath,
then I start called Bobo to accompany me take dinner.
But, he said that he already back to his hometown...
And also Wilson=(
Haiz...their hometowns just very near KL.
Seremban and Shah Alam...
Mine...Sandakan,SabahT__T
Haiz...I miss my home very much=(
Especially my younger sister and daddy mummy...

Hate of "Someone"

Since yesterday,I am still in sick.
But still got ppl ask me do this do that>.<
When I am sick, I am talkless.
Especially when I got sore throat=(
Sometimes ppl ask me a question,
I may choose to not answer also...
Then the one will angry there.
Am I wrong?
Jesus, please forgive me to say so...
I am really in bad mood now---SICKNESS

800 Words Chinese Essay

Haiz...Today, I used almost 4 hours
to finnish write a 500 words chinese essay=(
Now still left the 800 words essay...
I still don't have any idea of it.
Teacher said must type out the essay.
I feel worry about it, because it is a mid-term test.
But teacher allows us to think about it at home
and write it out...
Jesus, please give me some ideas on it...

Fever and Sore Throat Again

Huh~~How come this semester I am so easy
to fall in sick?=(
Next week is PC Fair already...
My voice is very important for me.
But now I got sore throat,
then next week sure will cough non-stop=(
Huh~~Jesus, please defend me from sickness...
May You make me recover from sickness
so that next week I can promote products well...
Thanks God~

Sing K at Red Box (Plaza Low Yat)

Today after attended BM Lanjutan class,
then my classmates ask me to go sing k.
I felt happy that Pris can fetch us go there=)
At there, we sang a lot of songs...
为你而活，酸甜，安静了，眼泪笑了，
为你存在，爱不疚，一首歌的时间,
明天以后，风暴，稻香...等等。
YC and Ming Hoon so high...xD
Keep jumping on the sofa.
While Pris, Suet Yee and I was not so high...
The sound effect that created by YC really funny...
She kept muaks...muaks...there=.=
Xiao...xD
Today is my 2nd semester's happiest day~~
Hehe...^^

Worth For It

Today I just done my Tamadun E-Test 2=)
Last9 I was went to Bobo's house to do revision
with YC and Wilson...
But Bobo and Wilson keep asking me to translate
BM terms into Chinese>.<
Then I study until 3.00am den back home...
Really very tired...=(
But I got 46 out of 50 points for the test=P
Then I felt worth for it to study till so late...

Tired...

Haiz...I feel tired now=(Until now I still haven't study
Tamadun Islam...
Next Tues is E-Test oledi...
But now I am feeling dizzy and keep feeling sleepy=(
Tonight need to study til late again=(
I am still worrying the PC Fair vacancy...
God, may you help me?

Tamadun Islam E-Test 2 is Coming Soon

Haiz...I feel that this few days I can't even breath well.
So many assignments and presentations nid to prepare.
Next week will be our Tamadun Islam E-Test 2=(
I haven't finish do revision on it.
My heart now duno go where already...
and I got dream of my classmate,Bobo.
He came into my dream and duno why he done sth wrong with me=(
Huh~~Am I going crazy?

Poor Drama and English Presentation

Today is my group presentation of drama.
That time I don't know what I am thinking=(
I can't even remember where I should sit
and forgot the script that I should say...
Huh~~I think I am the worst character
in my drama.T____T
Hope my members wont angry me...

God, Please Defend Us, Defend My Family...

Money, make my family lost of happiness=(
I am so worry I can't even finish study 2 years of my diploma study...
Coz my parents seems like can't afford
to pay my living expenses at KL already=(
God, I trust you.
Please defend us and my family...
I know this is the test that You give.
Thanks God...

Money Problem

Just now, when I received msg from dad,
I knew that my family is facing money problem now=(
I start feel worry about my study here...
If I my parents really can't afford to pay my expenses here,
then how would my life here?T___T
I like study, but I scare one day money problem
can't let me continue study at KL=(
Everything that spend at here very high cost.
I feel very worry now...
Who can help me???
Jesus...I need your helpT___T

Misunderstanding What Tutor Need

Huh~~Just now when I took dinner with my classmates,
I knew that the translation individual work
suppose to find article,
and not to transalte myself=(
But Sunday I already translated both BM and Eng
into Chinese!!T___T
Huh~~Now I need to find other article again,
and start the whole thing=(
Why I wan listen to what ppl saying,
I should belief my own hearing from teacher~~
T___T

Mushroom Hair

Just now before I took my bath,
I have been cut my front hair.
I just using normal scissors to cut my front hair.

Who know after front hair been cut,
my roommate said me like "Mushroom Hair"
Huh~~But I feel not bad,
coz my front hair thick then will look straight a bit.
This is because my hair is curly hair type>.<
Not like the others...

Missing You

Today time past so fast.
I still doing nothing in front of my laptop=(
I am missing someone...
He still online outside as I knew.
But I can't feel the love from him already.
Is it distance make us further away?
I hope can faster back to his side=(
I am really miss him...
T_____T

BB Cream

Last night, my friend told me that she has sell
BB Cream in a lower prices=)
But the problem is she stays at Sunway...
So far from Genting Klang=(
I need to take the product also very difficult.
Haiz...
Who can help me?If she can call her bf bring her
to GK then good lo...>.<

Script Writing So....So....Difficult

Yesterday, after discussed our group assignment,
then we need to start writing script already.

First of all, my group members gave me many ideas
and points on our storyline. After that they just ask
me to write the script, then they just keep chatting there...
T___T
I felt that everytime also let me be the script writer.
They had given points to me,but in Chinese.
I need to translate those points into English=(

Haiz...Am I too easy to get bully by others?
Coz I am a talkless people?=(

English Presentation Is Coming Soon

Huh...English individual presentation is coming soon.
I feel worry about it.
This is because I scare I can't answer questions
that give by classmates=(
Tomorrow I need to write out my topic
into a piece of big paper.
Hope teacher and classmates will understand
what I will present soon...

Pimples...Pimples...Please away from me!!

Haiz...Don't know start from when,
then my face full of pimples already=(
So ugly as compare to last time...
Am I too late sleep?
Or am I facing too much stress and pressure?
All the assignments are almost make me die...
T_____T
I don't know how to draw storyboard,
write script and act out during
PRESENTATION.

PC Fair Is Coming Soon~~

Just now when I back from college,
then my agent,Jessica has been sent a message to me.

"PC Fair will be coming soon on 12-14th Dec 2008
which held at KL Convention Centre. If interested,
please send your profile to me."

Yeah~~I maybe have chance to take part this job,
as PC Fair promoter again=)

Hope everything will be fine and I will be selected
by the clients.

Jesus God, hope You can understand my difficulties
right now...=(

荷包蛋

今天，华文书写考试的小短文部分，
竟然出“荷包蛋”这个题目。
我顿时愣了一下=(
真的不只如何下笔。
且到了我快要写完的时候，
老师竟然说超过150字，
便会扣分到只剩3分。
我听了，整个人傻了。
要如何在十分钟内再写去另外一张纸呢？
我好紧张，
好害怕。。。
而且字数还是有超过150字=(
惨了~~
怎么办呢？
希望老师不会去逐个字计算。
我好不开心哦。。。

Tired-Sleepy-Stress

Today I had my 8am class. After reached class, our tutor said after check assignment, then we can take attendance and back home. I felt happy that my group members can cooperate with me, and done our Bahasa Malaysia Lanjutan assignment=)Now we just left the PowerPoint slide for presentation on week 12th.

I felt tired now, because since 6.30am I woke up already.
Just went to school for half an hour then came back again=(
Later 4pm still have class.
Its Chinese Modern Writing test later.
I feel stress now...

缺钱

唉~~糟糕了，
我的父母到现在都还没进钱到我的户口。
这个月都已过了一大半了，
用的都是我的零用钱=(
而且这个月，我并没有任何收入。
公司都没有新的任务交给我。
我知道爸妈一定是在金钱上周转不灵，
而且我有三位亲戚也快要结婚了，
爸妈也要封红包，
那我的生活费就没有了。
Jesus, what can I do now?
T______T

感谢天主

今天，终于过了Tamadun Islam E-Test。
很高兴的是，
我真的万万没想到，
我竟然得了44分，
满分是50分。
我已经很满意了~
因为我也是临时抱佛脚
而得来的成绩=P
感谢您，主耶稣！！

手肿

不知道为什么，
自从星期日后，
我的右手就开始肿了起来。
每按到那个部位，
就疼痛一次=(
是因为胃痛的关系吗？
最近，
我都浮现很多病痛。
我害怕在关键时刻病倒了=(
明天的华文书写考试，
我真的很没把握，
因为我的中学生涯，
从来都不曾出现过
散文，小说，小品文之类的题材。
我只会写说明文和议论文。。。
我该怎么办呢？
T________T

心痛

唉~我的九个月大的手机啊。。。
竟然被我的朋友弄掉在地上了=(
Huh~~为什么要这么残忍？
我好好保管了九个多月的手机，
连我自己都不曾弄掉在地上，
这叫我怎么不心痛啊？
虽然它的身体没有任何伤痕，
但我担心它会有了后遗症。。。
我很不开心哦~~
T__________T

对不起

昨天是我们班上第二组同学呈现华文报告书。
呈现后，我被老师叫了名字，
说要听一听我对那组同学的意见与看法，
这时，我脑袋里不知道要说什么。。。
就只是纯粹的感到小说里的女主角
和女性怨灵令我很疑惑，
不知道是不是一个真实故事。
可是，令我惊讶的是--
那位女同学说是她所经历过的。
她说她曾被人强奸。
噢~~我并不是想知道这些，
为什么你要这么摊开来，
在众人面前说你的伤心事呢？
我只是疑惑故事剧情而已，
并不是想要“伤害”你耶~
那我不就成为了
坏
人
了吗？=(

谢谢你

很高兴，
今天虽然读书到很晚，
但竟然能有一位平时很少谈话
的男同学能伴我回家=)
平时的我，
都很少和他聊天，
更何况是跟他一同回家呢！
谢谢你噢~~Wilson =P

害怕

糟糕了！
我到现在都还没读完Tamadun Islam>.<
我的心不知往哪里飞去了~
是在担心我的恋情吗？
我是不是开始觉得
男友
已成了我生活的习惯，
而不是可以倾诉的另一伴呢？
我承认
我开始麻木了~
但我还会为了他流泪，
这证明我还爱着他吗？
谁可以告诉我？

敷衍

刚才与男友交谈中，
觉得他的每一句话都很敷衍我=(
每一次都是我先问他问题，
他似乎没有要对我说的话。
我眼泪不禁掉了下来。。。
差点就被我的室友看见，
不然真的很丢脸！！
每次，我总是学不会，
挂了电话，
就不要再打回给他。
我真的觉得我一点矜持都没有=(
我好失败噢。。。
后天就考试了，
我的心情也被他的 敷衍
大大影响了。。。
怎么办呢？

思念

超超，
不知道你是否也在思念着7+1
虽然时间过得很快，
可是距离与你相见的日子还很漫长哦！
今天，我感觉特别的累，
因为一次过作了许多家务。
现在肚子里还叽哩咕噜的叫着=(
我还没吃午餐呢！
不知道为什么这个学期都变得很懒惰煮东西吃，
宁愿不要吃午餐。。。
考试快到咯，我都还没准备好！！
我真的很想现在就见到你T__T
超超，
希望在没有我的日子里，
你都能开开心心地度过每一天。。。

考试

不知不觉又来到了开学的第七个星期了，
学校小考也即将来临了。
还没准备好的我，
不知该如何应付才好。
现在又忙于课程的功课，
真的感觉时间实在是不够用。
希望能够让主来带领我，
把我的一切交托在他手中，
让主来安排一切。。。

累

上了一整天的课，回到家里的我已经精疲力竭了。回想起刚才在课室讨论电视稿时，我们组员想出的四个意见，都得不到老师的赞同。我们个个都心灰意冷了。希望明天能讨论出更有创意性的电视稿。