好久没有写部落格了

自从在家乡度假回吉隆坡，我就没有再更新我的部落格了。
我从两个月前，又变成不再单身了。
男友的追求，我的内疚，
终究还是心软了，接受了他的追求。

我发现，我遗失了从前的自己，
常常都会忽略了男友，
我们的角色仿佛都调换了。。。

他的确改变了很多，在这两个月里，
虽然只能通过电话聊天，但我都能感觉到他对我的关心和疼爱。
我告诉自己，不要再伤害他了，
否则我会再次的内疚。

至于“他”，我承认还未彻底的忘记，
被房友无意中的提起，
让我又想起他。。。

爱情真的让人觉得疲惫。

The Way Back to Sandakan

Since last year August, I already booked a RM0 air ticket
to back my sweetly hometown, Sandakan.
Recently, the Air Asia had been changed the 2pm flight
to 5pm flight, even for those who booked the ticket
since last year also have to change the flight time to 5pm.

However, this is the first time that I take evening flight
to back Sandakan. Some more my seat that set by Air Asia
is just beside the window of plane...^^
I can view the evening landscape clearly from my seat.
I had taken two pictures of the landscape as shown below :

情绪失控

今天，是我在Maxis road show工作的最后一天了。
自从昨天一整天都没有卖到任何配套，
我心中的压力和恐惧渐渐增加了。
我告诉自己，今天无论如何都要卖到至少三个配套，
要不然我真的辜负了领队对我的要求。
从早上，我就勉励自己，不要因为昨天的烂成绩而被影响，
必须再接再厉，尽力地说服顾客购买我们的配套。
可是，无论我再怎么努力地说服顾客，
被拒绝的，我想应该都有上几十位顾客吧！=(
有一些则是需要考虑，或告诉我待会儿会到回来买。
到最后，他们还是没有出现。

大概接近放工的时间，终于让我遇到一位真的有兴趣要买
Maxis broadband的顾客了。
领队看见我正站在棚外，便走前来帮助我一同说服那位顾客。
终于，他决定向我们买了。
不幸的是，原来那位顾客是别的dealer的，
当时，我根本就不知道。=(
等到他们走前来问我，到底顾客是不是我的，
我开始害怕了，因为我根本就不知情。
那位顾客是我的领队替我closed的，
他还告诉我，不必担心，继续served那位顾客。

之后，事情不妥了。
那位dealer开始发狂了，要和我的领队争辩。
毕竟他们招待那位顾客两天了，
最后却让我们夺走，心中一定不舒服。
眼看领队和那位dealer争执，我真的很害怕，
眼眶的眼泪快要忍不住流下来了。T_T
因为好不容易工作了一整天，
终于遇到要买配套的顾客了。
我试着拉着领队的衣服，告诉他算了吧！
就让回给他们，毕竟我只是一位Part Timer。

可是，领队还是挺我，帮我解决了。
这么卖力地工作，我的目标还是未能达到。
一整天只开了两张单而已。=(
我真的很差劲！领队这么认真的帮我也是白费的！
到最后还是达不到他的要求。=(
对不起。。。

Maxis Road Show

今天早上，我无意中在Friendster的bulletin上，
看见有一份紧急需要临时推销员的兼职，
是推销Maxis broadband,还有其他Maxis的配套。
之后，我便拨电话给负责人，询问工作详情。

第一次拨电时并没有人接听，我继续拨电话。。。
终于，负责人有空接电话了。^^
他的名字叫Matthew。他说他需要人帮忙，
工作地点就在Sogo附近的一间购物中心，Semua House。
时间从早上十点做到晚上八点钟。
开始时，我还在犹豫着到底要不要做这份兼职，
因为我知道Maxis broadband不容易卖，
而且本身也没有这方面的经验。
之前的工作都是算日薪的，而这个Maxis road show
的薪水是要卖到至少三个配套才有八十令吉的basic。
我听了，开始觉得有点害怕，担心我不能达到这个目标。

到了晚上，Matthew约我在Old Town，
解释有关工作的技巧和方法给我听，
好让我明天能够卖到至少三个配套。
他的谈话方式很快，我需要一点时间来思考他所说的。
说着说着，不知不觉到了凌晨一点钟了。
他告诉我待会回家早点休息，不必太紧张。
明天尽量推销就可以了。

但愿如此吧。。。

Interview for HomeDec 2009 Event

Today, I went to the Smart Reg System near the
7Eleven in Genting Klang to interview for the HomeDec event.
Before I reach the office, my toe injured by my shoes.=(
Keep bleeding...
I called the people in charged, Peggy to ask for the actual
place, because I am not sure where to go for interview.

Finally, I got into the office. I even forgot to take off my
shoe to walk onto the carpet...So shame~
I saw another two girls sat on the sofa,
waiting for Peggy to interview them.

I keep sweating there, even though the office is switching on
the air-conditioner...Peggy said the HomeDec Fair is full of
promoters already.=(

What a bad news for me?So disappointed when I heard
from her. But she said we still can be interviewed for
the other events coming soon.

After they have been interviewed, was my turn to sit for the oral
and typing test. I started nervous, because some of the vocabulary
were new for me and I don't know how to pronounce them...=x

However, Peggy said not bad, still can be improved.^^
And also my typing speed past the test requirement.
I filled in my personal details to wait for SRS email
when there are available jobs for events coming soon...

SDO Season 2's New Partner

Tonight, I am free to stay at home to do my own stuff.
SDO is one of my favorite online games.
When I received a message from Christ,
who is my new friend, said that he wanted to create
an account in SDO.
He asked me what is my SDO's ID.
Because he want to play with me.

I felt shocked that a new friend who will
challenged with me...xD haha...
Finally, he created his ID and we met in the Main Beach.
I created a room called VIP_Creamie's Room,
is a room that play classical mode dance.
I invited Christ...

He requested me to play lover mode in SDO.
But that beach lack of dancers...=x
Then we joined other group of people
to play lover mode...^^

I am "noob" in trend mode. So, I got the lowest
point in the game.
However, we are selected to take a couple photo...=)

VIP_Creamie and Christopher_Lim

I am the LAST who know the truth

Today,I went out with Nic's senior to take lunch.
I am happy that still have someone to comfort me...
He told me a lot of reasonable.
Besides,I heard that Nic already have girlfriend
before I confess with him...=(
This is the cruel truth for me!!
Then the days we went out together,
Genting Highland,Chow Kit,
jogging,play online game"Left 4 Death"
are simply just to let the time he is waiting for his girl in loved
to be more fullness?=(
Now then I realize I am the LAST who know he already
have girlfriend since early...T__T
How come he gave me hope before this?!
Why don't he tell me earlier
before I put much feeling on him?=(