杰克琳 v.s Jacquiline

痛痛痛！！

2009-07-26T11:00:00.000-07:00

我的牙肉很痛！

我的牙肉很痛！
我的牙肉很痛！

意外惊喜

2009-07-18T15:00:00.000-07:00

今天下午，原本打算在家亲自下厨，
谁知道煤气用完了，
只好用沸水泡cintan面吃算了。

没想到，我的一位Cheras朋友，Jimmy,
突然间拨电话给我，说要约我出去喝茶。
我只好赶快吃完我的面，再出去好了。

我感到意外的是，Jimmy还记得我，
而“他”却把我忘得一干二净了。
很失望哦~

Jimmy带我到Kepong的一间茶餐室——Parappa Rich
喝茶，距离文良港大约有30分钟。
他对我说了许多人生道理，
还津津乐道地说他的喜好——收藏Ferrari模型跑车。^^
他还show他所收藏的7辆模型Ferrari跑车给我看。

那些模型跑车都是他从网上拍卖所购买到的
limited edition跑车。价格不菲哦~

今天真的很开心，能够出外走走，
不用每天呆在家里，真的快要闷死了。

对不起

2009-07-15T22:45:00.000-07:00

今天心情很糟糕，
考试的压力，再加上朋友之间的纠纷，
回到家，真的巴不得想痛哭一场。

平时脸带笑容的面对朋友，
也会招惹朋友的讨厌。>.<
我说什么、做什么都是错。
闭着嘴就好了，
这样就不会惹别人生气。

我有试着检讨自己，
我承认这个学期我几乎每天都迟到，
迟到，难道会亏损身边的朋友吗？
吃亏的又不是朋友，而是我罢了。

对于华文媒体写作报告书，
我承认是我不对，没有依照其中一位组员的指示。
大家事先都不知道老师的指示，
可事后我却旁耳听见组员对我的怨言。=(

为什么不要当面告诉我？
若有不满，我们可以心平气和地谈啊~
为什么要在我背后埋怨？
我生气的是组员没有对我坦率，
而我竟然忍无可忍的在Facebook诉苦。
成为了大家的笑话。

我难道没有做到忍让的这一点吗？
你们可以责怪我、批评我、嘲笑我，
但在这之前，你们是否可以想想，
其实你们也有缺点，
有时候还是令我瞧不起的缺点。

对不起，
我把我所有的不愉快都写出来了，
希望你们能够原谅我。

为什么你要加我为朋友？

2009-07-11T22:00:00.000-07:00

原本我以为你不会再出现在我的生活圈子里，
为什么偏偏在我快要忘了你的时候，
你却突然在Facebook加我为朋友。
就连我自己都不知道何时批准了你作为我的朋友。

之后，我又收到你发送给我的信息。
你说：“Hi, may I know who are you?
Coz I lost all the contacts,thanks.”

我顿时看傻了眼，
原来你从之前根本就已经不知道我是谁了。
我回复了你，
没想到你知道我的身份后，
就没有要回复我的意思了。

为什么你要再次拉开我的伤口？
难道你都不懂心淌血是多么的让人难受吗？

好久没有写部落格了

2009-06-28T08:25:00.000-07:00

自从在家乡度假回吉隆坡，我就没有再更新我的部落格了。
我从两个月前，又变成不再单身了。
男友的追求，我的内疚，
终究还是心软了，接受了他的追求。

我发现，我遗失了从前的自己，
常常都会忽略了男友，
我们的角色仿佛都调换了。。。

他的确改变了很多，在这两个月里，
虽然只能通过电话聊天，但我都能感觉到他对我的关心和疼爱。
我告诉自己，不要再伤害他了，
否则我会再次的内疚。

至于“他”，我承认还未彻底的忘记，
被房友无意中的提起，
让我又想起他。。。

爱情真的让人觉得疲惫。

The Way Back to Sandakan

2009-05-07T21:30:00.000-07:00

Since last year August, I already booked a RM0 air ticket
to back my sweetly hometown, Sandakan.
Recently, the Air Asia had been changed the 2pm flight
to 5pm flight, even for those who booked the ticket
since last year also have to change the flight time to 5pm.

However, this is the first time that I take evening flight
to back Sandakan. Some more my seat that set by Air Asia
is just beside the window of plane...^^
I can view the evening landscape clearly from my seat.
I had taken two pictures of the landscape as shown below :

情绪失控

2009-05-03T22:30:00.000-07:00

今天，是我在Maxis road show工作的最后一天了。
自从昨天一整天都没有卖到任何配套，
我心中的压力和恐惧渐渐增加了。
我告诉自己，今天无论如何都要卖到至少三个配套，
要不然我真的辜负了领队对我的要求。
从早上，我就勉励自己，不要因为昨天的烂成绩而被影响，
必须再接再厉，尽力地说服顾客购买我们的配套。
可是，无论我再怎么努力地说服顾客，
被拒绝的，我想应该都有上几十位顾客吧！=(
有一些则是需要考虑，或告诉我待会儿会到回来买。
到最后，他们还是没有出现。

大概接近放工的时间，终于让我遇到一位真的有兴趣要买
Maxis broadband的顾客了。
领队看见我正站在棚外，便走前来帮助我一同说服那位顾客。
终于，他决定向我们买了。
不幸的是，原来那位顾客是别的dealer的，
当时，我根本就不知道。=(
等到他们走前来问我，到底顾客是不是我的，
我开始害怕了，因为我根本就不知情。
那位顾客是我的领队替我closed的，
他还告诉我，不必担心，继续served那位顾客。

之后，事情不妥了。
那位dealer开始发狂了，要和我的领队争辩。
毕竟他们招待那位顾客两天了，
最后却让我们夺走，心中一定不舒服。
眼看领队和那位dealer争执，我真的很害怕，
眼眶的眼泪快要忍不住流下来了。T_T
因为好不容易工作了一整天，
终于遇到要买配套的顾客了。
我试着拉着领队的衣服，告诉他算了吧！
就让回给他们，毕竟我只是一位Part Timer。

可是，领队还是挺我，帮我解决了。
这么卖力地工作，我的目标还是未能达到。
一整天只开了两张单而已。=(
我真的很差劲！领队这么认真的帮我也是白费的！
到最后还是达不到他的要求。=(
对不起。。。

Maxis Road Show

2009-04-30T23:50:00.000-07:00

今天早上，我无意中在Friendster的bulletin上，
看见有一份紧急需要临时推销员的兼职，
是推销Maxis broadband,还有其他Maxis的配套。
之后，我便拨电话给负责人，询问工作详情。

第一次拨电时并没有人接听，我继续拨电话。。。
终于，负责人有空接电话了。^^
他的名字叫Matthew。他说他需要人帮忙，
工作地点就在Sogo附近的一间购物中心，Semua House。
时间从早上十点做到晚上八点钟。
开始时，我还在犹豫着到底要不要做这份兼职，
因为我知道Maxis broadband不容易卖，
而且本身也没有这方面的经验。
之前的工作都是算日薪的，而这个Maxis road show
的薪水是要卖到至少三个配套才有八十令吉的basic。
我听了，开始觉得有点害怕，担心我不能达到这个目标。

到了晚上，Matthew约我在Old Town，
解释有关工作的技巧和方法给我听，
好让我明天能够卖到至少三个配套。
他的谈话方式很快，我需要一点时间来思考他所说的。
说着说着，不知不觉到了凌晨一点钟了。
他告诉我待会回家早点休息，不必太紧张。
明天尽量推销就可以了。

但愿如此吧。。。

Interview for HomeDec 2009 Event

2009-04-27T11:00:00.000-07:00

Today, I went to the Smart Reg System near the
7Eleven in Genting Klang to interview for the HomeDec event.
Before I reach the office, my toe injured by my shoes.=(
Keep bleeding...
I called the people in charged, Peggy to ask for the actual
place, because I am not sure where to go for interview.

Finally, I got into the office. I even forgot to take off my
shoe to walk onto the carpet...So shame~
I saw another two girls sat on the sofa,
waiting for Peggy to interview them.

I keep sweating there, even though the office is switching on
the air-conditioner...Peggy said the HomeDec Fair is full of
promoters already.=(

What a bad news for me?So disappointed when I heard
from her. But she said we still can be interviewed for
the other events coming soon.

After they have been interviewed, was my turn to sit for the oral
and typing test. I started nervous, because some of the vocabulary
were new for me and I don't know how to pronounce them...=x

However, Peggy said not bad, still can be improved.^^
And also my typing speed past the test requirement.
I filled in my personal details to wait for SRS email
when there are available jobs for events coming soon...

SDO Season 2's New Partner

2009-04-26T23:30:00.000-07:00

Tonight, I am free to stay at home to do my own stuff.
SDO is one of my favorite online games.
When I received a message from Christ,
who is my new friend, said that he wanted to create
an account in SDO.
He asked me what is my SDO's ID.
Because he want to play with me.

I felt shocked that a new friend who will
challenged with me...xD haha...
Finally, he created his ID and we met in the Main Beach.
I created a room called VIP_Creamie's Room,
is a room that play classical mode dance.
I invited Christ...

He requested me to play lover mode in SDO.
But that beach lack of dancers...=x
Then we joined other group of people
to play lover mode...^^

I am "noob" in trend mode. So, I got the lowest
point in the game.
However, we are selected to take a couple photo...=)

VIP_Creamie and Christopher_Lim

I am the LAST who know the truth

2009-04-20T00:16:00.000-07:00

Today,I went out with Nic's senior to take lunch.
I am happy that still have someone to comfort me...
He told me a lot of reasonable.
Besides,I heard that Nic already have girlfriend
before I confess with him...=(
This is the cruel truth for me!!
Then the days we went out together,
Genting Highland,Chow Kit,
jogging,play online game"Left 4 Death"
are simply just to let the time he is waiting for his girl in loved
to be more fullness?=(
Now then I realize I am the LAST who know he already
have girlfriend since early...T__T
How come he gave me hope before this?!
Why don't he tell me earlier
before I put much feeling on him?=(

“你”是我的孤单心事

2009-04-18T22:56:00.000-07:00

雨下在我窗前玻璃也在流眼泪
街上的人都看起来比我幸福一点
用寂寞来测验还是最想要你陪
曾一起走过的夏天我常常会梦见
我猜不到你真正的感觉
思念写成脸上的黑眼圈
有的时候我宁愿你对我坏一点
无法停止幻想我们的永远

爱你是孤单的心事不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜里默默的坚持
爱你是孤单的心事多希望你对我诚实
一直爱着你用我自己的方式

我在你的心里有没有一点特别
就怕你终究没发现我还在你身边
我猜不到你真正的感觉
思念写成脸上的黑眼圈
有的时候我宁愿你对我坏一点
无法停止幻想我们的永远

爱你是孤单的心事不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜里默默的坚持
爱你是孤单的心事多希望你对我诚实
一直爱着你用我自己的方式

爱你是孤单的心事不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜里默默的坚持
爱你是孤单的心事多希望你对我诚实
一直爱着你用我自己的方式

回忆总是最美好的

2009-04-16T21:30:00.000-07:00

还记得上个月的今天，是我到吉隆坡以来最开心的一天。
因为“他”让我见识到了新东西。^^
那就是在Chow Kit的一栋批发商。
在那里，我看见很多各式各样的物品，
其中最多的是手表，还有项链。
这些物品的价钱都比一般在百货公司或夜市场来的便宜=)
若要买，一定要买上六件。
他和他的朋友带我一层一层的参观，
我觉得很兴奋。。。
来到了一间项链店，那里有很多我喜欢的粗式项链，
而且还有很多不同款式的图案。
我告诉他我想要买六条项链，
他还说我尽量选，若不够钱，他能先借着给我。=)
我终于买了，总共RM21。
若在外面买，我只能够买到两条项链而已。
我真的很谢谢他哦~
让我见识了这些。。。

到了晚上，他还约我和他的朋友到Wangsa Maju吃晚饭。
那边的一间食摊所卖的食物都很好吃，
既能吃到各种不同的菜肴，而且价钱公道呢~^^
过后，他们还说要上云顶“按钱”。
什么是“按钱”？我问道。
他们竟然骗我说是到那里的提款机按钱>.<
怎么可能？竟然到这么远去按钱？
我猜他们应该是去赌博吧。。。
我还插嘴说要跟他们一起去云顶。
因为自从六年级那年去过那里，
到现在都再也没有上过云顶了。
这么好的机会，我当然要去啦！=P
而且他也没有拒绝。

还记得到了云顶，我想说打扮得成熟一些，
试试看是否有机会踏进赌场。。。
谁知道他的朋友，Brian未满二十一岁都被赌场的管理员拦住，
说要show IC。
唉~我更加不可能进入了。
只好和Brian两人到云顶的四周围散步。
他和他的hometown朋友，Kent就进赌场。
当时，我有点不开心，因为不能和他一起进赌场。
没关系，还好有Brian在，和他聊了许多学业上的问题。
Brian是TARC的Advanced Diploma学生。
从他口中，我得知“他”的私人消息，
他那时候是单身的。
而且听说他对女友可是细心照顾，还很体贴呢~
还花了很多心思在女友身上。
我听了，好羡慕他的前女友哦。。。
说着说着，不知不觉到了半夜两点多了。
他们也从赌场走出来了。
过后，他带我到Old Town吃点东西。
还记得他叫了一杯热巧克力给我，
因为我都不好意思要点食物吃，
那里食物的价钱对我来说有点贵了。>.<
看着他吃着热腾腾虾面的样子，
心里感觉都暖暖的。

之后，我们就拍照留念。^^
他还说下次会带我到云顶的游乐场玩。。。
但，现在我们的友谊还存在吗？
他的答应，还会实现吗？T_T
这是我永远都无法知道的未知数。

猜不透

2009-04-15T21:34:00.000-07:00

从认识他到现在，已经一个月了。
当中只有两个星期是过的开心、真实的。
第一次的约会，是在Danau Kota的路旁小食摊，
而且还是凌晨三点多呢！^^
还记得那时候他说工作以后肚子很饿，
想要找个人来陪他一起吃宵夜。
我就这样轻易的答应了，
感觉很兴奋哦~=)
因为可以近距离看着他。。。
毕竟在工作时，我都没有好好的跟他聊过。
现在是时候把握机会了。
不知道为什么，我的心跳很快，
待会见到他，不知道会是如何。。。
在车子里，看见他,他的表情也好害羞哦~=D

在那里，我们吃着吃着，有说有笑，我真的很开心哦！
他还自恋的把他的Iphone里头的“金城武”画像，
show给我看，说那是他本人>.<
拜托，虽然他的长相是蛮像日本人的，
眼睛眯眯，但也不至于像金城武吧！=P
哈哈。。。那时候的我，真的被他逗得开心笑起来了。
现在回想起来，这一切似乎都没有机会再发生了。T___T
我到底做错了什么？
我真的猜不透他为什么要这样避开我。。。
做朋友是作假的吗？=(

难道越是在乎的人，越是猜不透吗？

女生主动的下场---自作自受，没有结果

2009-04-14T05:45:00.000-07:00

今天下午，我主动约“他”一起吃午餐。
谁知道换来的一封信息，
他说：“I wan to accompany my gf, sorry ya.”
当时的我，顿时心碎了。。。T___T
什么烂理由嘛！！
原来他早已交了女友，难怪都不理会我了。
他的快乐，让我内伤。
可是不知道为什么，我的直觉告诉我，
他其实在欺骗我，要不然为什么到现在才告诉我？！
之前，我对他告白，他说不希望失去我这个朋友，
说什么希望我能够先专心读书>.<
还问我是否太快做这个决定？
只因我们彼此才认识了短短的两个星期。
感觉对了而告白，难道是我错了吗？=(
那他为什么这么快又交了女友？
难道是他前两个星期就和她开始了吗？
为什么他会变成这样？说话出尔反尔。。。T___T
到现在，我真的还不明白，
除非让我亲眼看见或亲耳听见，
否则我都不会相信他所说的话。。。

雪上加霜，火中送炭

2009-04-04T15:55:00.000-07:00

今天是清明节，也是他来吉隆坡找我的一天。
为什么要选到这个时候要求我说清楚？
今天，一整天都是阴天，下午还细雨纷飞。
我到巴士车站去等巴士，
一路上担心待会到了LRT站，
见到了他，要如何开口，面对面跟他说话？>.<
在这个时候，告诉他我真正的感觉和决定，
不就等于雪上加霜，火中送炭吗？
但我又不能再欺骗他，欺骗自己了，
要不然，心中的罪恶感会变得越来越强烈。。。
到了LRT站，看见他憔悴的样子，
我的心很害怕，担心不能狠心地向他说清楚。
可是没想到他竟然对我说：“现在我终于知道原来你是多么的累，
一个人乘搭飞机回山打根，自己提着重重的行李。”
他并没有要求我说些什么了，
也没有勉强我。
这时，我才安心一些。
之后，我带他到附近的茶餐室吃着尴尬的午饭。>.<

如何面对他？

2009-03-31T17:45:00.000-07:00

分手的一星期后，他拨电话告诉我，
说他这个星期六会到吉隆坡跟我见面，
因他想要我面对面跟他说清楚。>.<
我知道后，心开始烦躁起来了，
不知道要如何面对他，又怕自己到时候会心软。
伤心的是，我喜欢的人竟然希望我回到前男友的身边。。。
我对自己说，我不能因为这样而回到前男友的身边，
毕竟我已经喜欢别的男生了，
这样对他很不公平。
无论我和喜欢的人有没有结果，
我的决定不会更改了。
希望星期六那天，他能够明白我的决定。。。

一个人生活

2009-03-24T23:00:00.000-07:00

自从到吉隆坡升学的第二个学期，
我已经开始习惯一个人了。。。
男朋友，对我来说已经成为习惯而存在而已。
终于，我提起勇气，不再欺骗自己地向他说清楚了。
“分手”这两个字，我并没有说出口，
毕竟在一起的时间说短不短，说长不长，
害怕他一时之间会接受不来。
所以，我就告诉他，想要一个人生活，
我们仍然是朋友。
也许是之前他对我的冷淡，渐渐出现了问题，
我感觉不到我对他的重要，
每次谈话，都是那短短的十几分钟。。。
很多日常生活的事情想要告诉他，
包括工作上，学业上，室友之间的问题，
通通都很想让他知道，
可是，他偏偏只会对我说：“我很累了，明天再说吧！”
到了第二天，我都忘了要说些什么了。
现在，我只希望他能够慢慢的放下我，
生活得比我开心、快乐。。。

工作时的崇拜者

2009-03-15T23:59:00.000-07:00

今天是我在Matta Fair工作的最后一天了，
不知道为什么感觉很舍不得，
可能是因为害怕没有机会再见到我的崇拜者---Nicholas
工作时，我都会偷偷的看着他招待顾客，
看着他认真工作的表情，
我也是时候向他学习。^^
从第一天工作，无意中看见他，我都只会对他笑一笑，
我们并没有谈话，可能是他比较害羞的关系吧！
到了第二天工作完毕的晚上，
我收到一封未存号码的信息。
我回复，并且问清楚到底是谁。
“他”并没有直接告诉我，
只是让我知道，我是“他”隔壁工作的女生。>.<
最后，让我猜中了。。。
原来“他”就是我崇拜的人---Nicholas ^^
当天晚上，我真的连入睡都很开心哦！=)
没想到有机会能和他sms聊天。。。

冷清清的，好恐怖哦=x

2009-01-29T23:59:00.000-08:00

转眼间，我又回到了Setapak。
今天只不过是大年初四，与外婆相聚的时间就这样度过了。。。
真的好快哦！
早上在外婆家起床时，有点心不甘，情不愿的>.<
因为回到Setapak又是我一个人呆在家里=(
我尝试过这种身在异乡的滋味，真的很不好受！
Genting Klang冷清清的，汽车、人群都少了很多。
回到家里，又得打扫一番了，很累。。。
原本心情糟糕的我，变得更不堪了。
到了晚上，我不知为什么觉得很害怕，连到楼下买晚餐都没有胆量了。
只好自己下厨，简简单单又一餐了。
饭后，我一个人坐在客厅观赏《霹雳MIT》，
这部戏越看越紧张了，而且情节有些恐怖>.<
让我不自觉地感到害怕，很希望有个人陪。T__T
睡觉时，我眼睁睁地看着天花板，很难入睡。
心中还很害怕，一个人睡这么大间房，真的很恐怖。。。
我只好锁紧房门，把喇叭带进房间，把声量调高，
听歌入睡了。。。>.<
好不愉快的年初四哦！！

悄悄的离开了

2009-01-28T23:59:00.000-08:00

大年初一、初二、初三...
就这样悄悄的离开了。
今年的农历新年真的很不热闹，
气氛也不如往年一样，或许是身在异乡的关系吧！=(
但庆幸的是，我竟然有机会再与小学（劳勿，彭亨）的朋友相聚，
彼此的感情依旧，只是个个都长大了，
样貌也有着很大的改变，
有一些朋友，我都快要认不出他们了>.<
毕竟相隔了六年的时间---初中一至高中二都在沙巴求学了
而他们还在劳勿度过他们的中学生涯...

我希望我们之间的友谊长存...
有机会的话，我一定会再去劳勿一趟与他们相会^^

Happy Ox New Year! ^^v

2009-01-25T23:59:00.000-08:00

Although this year I can't back to Sandakan
celebrate chinese new year with my family,
I still feel lucky that I can follow uncle's car back
to Raub, Pahang--My mum's hometown to
celebrate this Ox new year=)

At here, I have chance to eat my aunt's delicious food
that I can't eat at KL...>.<
I like to eat the 苦瓜+烧肉, really very nice to eat~~
Besides, my uncle had bought a firework that cost
RM100 to let us watch 1 minute "show"=)

Later will be gone to grandma's house to have
our vege meal. Hope tomorrow will be a prosperous
1st day of Chinese Ox Hew Year! ^^v

Sleepless

2009-01-17T11:50:00.000-08:00

These two days, I am fall in sleepless problem.
I even can't sleep well for the whole night=(
I have a lot of things to think of...
Am I fancy with someone?
Should I continue my relationship with my bf?
What happen to me if I separated with my bf?
Aren't I a playgirl?>.<
How to do well for the coming 3 subjects exam?
All these had made me felt trouble!!
What should I do? T_____T

Tired, Tired and Tired

2009-01-16T15:00:00.000-08:00

Today is my 3rd day of final exam.
I felt very tired after the Tamadun Islam dan Asia exam=(
This is due to the coffee mix tea drinks tat I drunk at noon
yesterday at mamak stall with classmates.
When I wan sleep a while then fail to fall in sleep.
However, when I wan to start do revision, then I felt sleepy...
This really made me feel tired T______T
First time didn't sleep for whole night=(
Tired,tired and TIRED~~~
Now still left 3 papers to sit for...=(

Stress for Coming Final Examination

2009-01-11T23:30:00.000-08:00

In fact, I really don't know why I can't concentrate
on doing my revision for final exam coming soon...
Many things happened on me this few days=(
-Fall in sick
-Quarrel with classmates
-Get cheated by classmates
All these had made me feel disappointed
and lack of mood to do revision T___T
I may go over myself, am I done wrong actually?=(
Jesus please forgive me and help me in my study...

My 1GB M2 Memory Stick Was Crushed

2009-01-03T22:00:00.000-08:00

When I want transfer songs to my hp,
I connected my hp into laptop,
But laptop cannot detect my memory stick already=(
I thought is the hp problem, then I took out memory
stick and try inserted it back to hp.
Who know...My hp still failed to detect it and
keep asking me to format my memory stick=(
I felt worry because there were a lot of memorable
photos inside memory stick...T____T
I really don't know what should I do.

A Hapless Year 2009

2009-01-01T03:00:00.000-08:00

After I countdown for year 2009 with
my 3 roommates, then we walked back home.
On the way back home, suddenly had a gang of
a restaurant waiter came out and said
"Happy New Year" to us...
That time I don't know they wanted to spray us=(
Then I ran away from them to escape the white spray...
Who know that time my shoe very smooth,
then I fell down on the corridor near the restaurant. T__T
Many people looked at me...=(
I felt very shame and pain!!
How come all these happened to me on 1st Jan 2009?!
What a hapless and shameful year for me...

3 Years Anniversary Loving With Lgz

2008-12-27T23:59:00.000-08:00

Time past so fast...
Lgz with me already 3 years.
But I feel sad because 3 years anniversary
also can't stay beside him=(
I am still in KL T__T
Somemore, today he just keep playing online game,
always late reply my message=(
I felt that he like not really care me already.
I wait till 12am he still din call me.
That time already 28th Dec,
no meaning for me just because he called me after 12am=(
I am worrying...
Although I asked him whether he still love me or not,
he still say the same thing,
but don't know his mind and heart still with me or not...?

Countdown for Christmas

2008-12-24T21:47:00.000-08:00

Tonight, my last plan after refused by classmates

was went to the Basel Church KL at Ampang
to countdown and
celebrate Jesus's birthday---Christmas =)
The following pictures were taken in
the Basel Church :

Christmas Eve Mood Spoilt

2008-12-24T14:30:00.000-08:00

I had planned to go One Utama with my classmates
and roommates, but 2 of them, Bobo and YC suddenly
said cannot join us just because of to do assignment=(
My mood was spoilt...
I felt angry,
How come they just simply promised me
and lastly refused my invitation?!
I hope they will know this is a bad behavior...

Happy Winter Solstice

2008-12-21T16:00:00.000-08:00

Today, Esther, Fion and me stay at home
to make the 汤圆 and celebrate winter solstice..=)
The following pictures is our making process^^

私はとても疲れます ( I am very tired )

2008-12-16T03:24:00.000-08:00

Since 14th of Dec, I had just done the mission
of 3 days PC Fair.
Until now, I still feel very tired=(
Everyday went to college also feel sleepy...
And keep dreaming only.
My face full of pimples now...
Really very ugly=(
And also very pain...
I still hv a lot of assignments not yet done
and also presentations.
But now I feel not well again.
Just recover from sick then went to work,
I am very tired...

Promoter Job Is Gone...

2008-12-09T15:34:00.000-08:00

As all my friends know that I have chance
to work as promoter during this coming
PC Fair at KLCC...
Unfortunately, when I ask agent that
when is our training date and time,
then she said : "Sorry, you are not selected."
Oh!!What a bad news for me?T__T
I hope it for so long already, and this may
solve my financial problem...
But now...My hope is gone already...=(
Jesus, I need a job that only work few days,
coz I really dun hv much time to work full term,
and I need to prepare for my final exam...T_T
Now I try to apply the IKEA part time job.

Christmas Decoration at The Curve

2008-12-08T23:59:00.000-08:00

Today, my housemate, Pui Lim
fetch Esther and I go to The Curve at PJ=)
When we walked into the centre of The Curve,
we saw a very wonderful X'mas decoration
with many christmas trees..^^
On the christmas trees, there are a lot of
colourful balls and lights...
Really beautiful...and full of X'mas ambience=)
We took a few photos there^^

Oh My God! Now Turn Flu Again...

2008-12-08T13:23:00.000-08:00

Today is very cold...
The sky keep raining.I am just recover from
sore throat, but now turn flu "find" me=(
Huh~~I am so tired now, keep sick only...
But, luckily God defend me until I finish write
the 800 words chinese essay =)
Now, I just hope I can fully recover before this Friday...

Envy People That Can Back Hometown

2008-12-07T20:33:00.000-08:00

Just now when I finnish took my bath,
then I start called Bobo to accompany me take dinner.
But, he said that he already back to his hometown...
And also Wilson=(
Haiz...their hometowns just very near KL.
Seremban and Shah Alam...
Mine...Sandakan,SabahT__T
Haiz...I miss my home very much=(
Especially my younger sister and daddy mummy...

Hate of "Someone"

2008-12-07T12:47:00.000-08:00

Since yesterday,I am still in sick.
But still got ppl ask me do this do that>.<
When I am sick, I am talkless.
Especially when I got sore throat=(
Sometimes ppl ask me a question,
I may choose to not answer also...
Then the one will angry there.
Am I wrong?
Jesus, please forgive me to say so...
I am really in bad mood now---SICKNESS

800 Words Chinese Essay

2008-12-06T23:47:00.000-08:00

Haiz...Today, I used almost 4 hours
to finnish write a 500 words chinese essay=(
Now still left the 800 words essay...
I still don't have any idea of it.
Teacher said must type out the essay.
I feel worry about it, because it is a mid-term test.
But teacher allows us to think about it at home
and write it out...
Jesus, please give me some ideas on it...

Fever and Sore Throat Again

2008-12-05T23:46:00.000-08:00

Huh~~How come this semester I am so easy
to fall in sick?=(
Next week is PC Fair already...
My voice is very important for me.
But now I got sore throat,
then next week sure will cough non-stop=(
Huh~~Jesus, please defend me from sickness...
May You make me recover from sickness
so that next week I can promote products well...
Thanks God~

Sing K at Red Box (Plaza Low Yat)

2008-12-03T22:00:00.000-08:00

Today after attended BM Lanjutan class,
then my classmates ask me to go sing k.
I felt happy that Pris can fetch us go there=)
At there, we sang a lot of songs...
为你而活，酸甜，安静了，眼泪笑了，
为你存在，爱不疚，一首歌的时间,
明天以后，风暴，稻香...等等。
YC and Ming Hoon so high...xD
Keep jumping on the sofa.
While Pris, Suet Yee and I was not so high...
The sound effect that created by YC really funny...
She kept muaks...muaks...there=.=
Xiao...xD
Today is my 2nd semester's happiest day~~
Hehe...^^

Worth For It

2008-12-02T13:50:00.000-08:00

Today I just done my Tamadun E-Test 2=)
Last9 I was went to Bobo's house to do revision
with YC and Wilson...
But Bobo and Wilson keep asking me to translate
BM terms into Chinese>.<
Then I study until 3.00am den back home...
Really very tired...=(
But I got 46 out of 50 points for the test=P
Then I felt worth for it to study till so late...

Tired...

2008-11-30T15:47:00.000-08:00

Haiz...I feel tired now=(Until now I still haven't study
Tamadun Islam...
Next Tues is E-Test oledi...
But now I am feeling dizzy and keep feeling sleepy=(
Tonight need to study til late again=(
I am still worrying the PC Fair vacancy...
God, may you help me?

Tamadun Islam E-Test 2 is Coming Soon

2008-11-29T15:05:00.000-08:00

Haiz...I feel that this few days I can't even breath well.
So many assignments and presentations nid to prepare.
Next week will be our Tamadun Islam E-Test 2=(
I haven't finish do revision on it.
My heart now duno go where already...
and I got dream of my classmate,Bobo.
He came into my dream and duno why he done sth wrong with me=(
Huh~~Am I going crazy?

Poor Drama and English Presentation

2008-11-28T20:00:00.000-08:00

Today is my group presentation of drama.
That time I don't know what I am thinking=(
I can't even remember where I should sit
and forgot the script that I should say...
Huh~~I think I am the worst character
in my drama.T____T
Hope my members wont angry me...

God, Please Defend Us, Defend My Family...

2008-11-27T11:48:00.000-08:00

Money, make my family lost of happiness=(
I am so worry I can't even finish study 2 years of my diploma study...
Coz my parents seems like can't afford
to pay my living expenses at KL already=(
God, I trust you.
Please defend us and my family...
I know this is the test that You give.
Thanks God...

Money Problem

2008-11-24T23:00:00.000-08:00

Just now, when I received msg from dad,
I knew that my family is facing money problem now=(
I start feel worry about my study here...
If I my parents really can't afford to pay my expenses here,
then how would my life here?T___T
I like study, but I scare one day money problem
can't let me continue study at KL=(
Everything that spend at here very high cost.
I feel very worry now...
Who can help me???
Jesus...I need your helpT___T

Misunderstanding What Tutor Need

2008-11-24T21:00:00.000-08:00

Huh~~Just now when I took dinner with my classmates,
I knew that the translation individual work
suppose to find article,
and not to transalte myself=(
But Sunday I already translated both BM and Eng
into Chinese!!T___T
Huh~~Now I need to find other article again,
and start the whole thing=(
Why I wan listen to what ppl saying,
I should belief my own hearing from teacher~~
T___T

Mushroom Hair

2008-11-23T23:54:00.000-08:00

Just now before I took my bath,
I have been cut my front hair.
I just using normal scissors to cut my front hair.

Who know after front hair been cut,
my roommate said me like "Mushroom Hair"
Huh~~But I feel not bad,
coz my front hair thick then will look straight a bit.
This is because my hair is curly hair type>.<
Not like the others...

Missing You

2008-11-23T17:05:00.000-08:00

Today time past so fast.
I still doing nothing in front of my laptop=(
I am missing someone...
He still online outside as I knew.
But I can't feel the love from him already.
Is it distance make us further away?
I hope can faster back to his side=(
I am really miss him...
T_____T

BB Cream

2008-11-23T15:14:00.000-08:00

Last night, my friend told me that she has sell
BB Cream in a lower prices=)
But the problem is she stays at Sunway...
So far from Genting Klang=(
I need to take the product also very difficult.
Haiz...
Who can help me?If she can call her bf bring her
to GK then good lo...>.<

Script Writing So....So....Difficult

2008-11-22T22:50:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, after discussed our group assignment,
then we need to start writing script already.

First of all, my group members gave me many ideas
and points on our storyline. After that they just ask
me to write the script, then they just keep chatting there...
T___T
I felt that everytime also let me be the script writer.
They had given points to me,but in Chinese.
I need to translate those points into English=(

Haiz...Am I too easy to get bully by others?
Coz I am a talkless people?=(

English Presentation Is Coming Soon

2008-11-22T22:00:00.000-08:00

Huh...English individual presentation is coming soon.
I feel worry about it.
This is because I scare I can't answer questions
that give by classmates=(
Tomorrow I need to write out my topic
into a piece of big paper.
Hope teacher and classmates will understand
what I will present soon...

Pimples...Pimples...Please away from me!!

2008-11-21T23:00:00.000-08:00

Haiz...Don't know start from when,
then my face full of pimples already=(
So ugly as compare to last time...
Am I too late sleep?
Or am I facing too much stress and pressure?
All the assignments are almost make me die...
T_____T
I don't know how to draw storyboard,
write script and act out during
PRESENTATION.

PC Fair Is Coming Soon~~

2008-11-21T22:00:00.000-08:00

Just now when I back from college,
then my agent,Jessica has been sent a message to me.

"PC Fair will be coming soon on 12-14th Dec 2008
which held at KL Convention Centre. If interested,
please send your profile to me."

Yeah~~I maybe have chance to take part this job,
as PC Fair promoter again=)

Hope everything will be fine and I will be selected
by the clients.

Jesus God, hope You can understand my difficulties
right now...=(

荷包蛋

2008-11-19T22:45:00.000-08:00

今天，华文书写考试的小短文部分，
竟然出“荷包蛋”这个题目。
我顿时愣了一下=(
真的不只如何下笔。
且到了我快要写完的时候，
老师竟然说超过150字，
便会扣分到只剩3分。
我听了，整个人傻了。
要如何在十分钟内再写去另外一张纸呢？
我好紧张，
好害怕。。。
而且字数还是有超过150字=(
惨了~~
怎么办呢？
希望老师不会去逐个字计算。
我好不开心哦。。。

Tired-Sleepy-Stress

2008-11-19T10:18:00.000-08:00

Today I had my 8am class. After reached class, our tutor said after check assignment, then we can take attendance and back home. I felt happy that my group members can cooperate with me, and done our Bahasa Malaysia Lanjutan assignment=)Now we just left the PowerPoint slide for presentation on week 12th.

I felt tired now, because since 6.30am I woke up already.
Just went to school for half an hour then came back again=(
Later 4pm still have class.
Its Chinese Modern Writing test later.
I feel stress now...

缺钱

2008-11-19T08:42:00.000-08:00

唉~~糟糕了，
我的父母到现在都还没进钱到我的户口。
这个月都已过了一大半了，
用的都是我的零用钱=(
而且这个月，我并没有任何收入。
公司都没有新的任务交给我。
我知道爸妈一定是在金钱上周转不灵，
而且我有三位亲戚也快要结婚了，
爸妈也要封红包，
那我的生活费就没有了。
Jesus, what can I do now?
T______T

感谢天主

2008-11-18T13:56:00.000-08:00

今天，终于过了Tamadun Islam E-Test。
很高兴的是，
我真的万万没想到，
我竟然得了44分，
满分是50分。
我已经很满意了~
因为我也是临时抱佛脚
而得来的成绩=P
感谢您，主耶稣！！

手肿

2008-11-18T10:20:00.000-08:00

不知道为什么，
自从星期日后，
我的右手就开始肿了起来。
每按到那个部位，
就疼痛一次=(
是因为胃痛的关系吗？
最近，
我都浮现很多病痛。
我害怕在关键时刻病倒了=(
明天的华文书写考试，
我真的很没把握，
因为我的中学生涯，
从来都不曾出现过
散文，小说，小品文之类的题材。
我只会写说明文和议论文。。。
我该怎么办呢？
T________T

心痛

2008-11-17T22:04:00.000-08:00

唉~我的九个月大的手机啊。。。
竟然被我的朋友弄掉在地上了=(
Huh~~为什么要这么残忍？
我好好保管了九个多月的手机，
连我自己都不曾弄掉在地上，
这叫我怎么不心痛啊？
虽然它的身体没有任何伤痕，
但我担心它会有了后遗症。。。
我很不开心哦~~
T__________T

对不起

2008-11-17T21:38:00.000-08:00

昨天是我们班上第二组同学呈现华文报告书。
呈现后，我被老师叫了名字，
说要听一听我对那组同学的意见与看法，
这时，我脑袋里不知道要说什么。。。
就只是纯粹的感到小说里的女主角
和女性怨灵令我很疑惑，
不知道是不是一个真实故事。
可是，令我惊讶的是--
那位女同学说是她所经历过的。
她说她曾被人强奸。
噢~~我并不是想知道这些，
为什么你要这么摊开来，
在众人面前说你的伤心事呢？
我只是疑惑故事剧情而已，
并不是想要“伤害”你耶~
那我不就成为了
坏
人
了吗？=(

谢谢你

2008-11-17T21:28:00.000-08:00

很高兴，
今天虽然读书到很晚，
但竟然能有一位平时很少谈话
的男同学能伴我回家=)
平时的我，
都很少和他聊天，
更何况是跟他一同回家呢！
谢谢你噢~~Wilson =P

害怕

2008-11-17T00:21:00.000-08:00

糟糕了！
我到现在都还没读完Tamadun Islam>.<
我的心不知往哪里飞去了~
是在担心我的恋情吗？
我是不是开始觉得
男友
已成了我生活的习惯，
而不是可以倾诉的另一伴呢？
我承认
我开始麻木了~
但我还会为了他流泪，
这证明我还爱着他吗？
谁可以告诉我？

敷衍

2008-11-16T22:20:00.000-08:00

刚才与男友交谈中，
觉得他的每一句话都很敷衍我=(
每一次都是我先问他问题，
他似乎没有要对我说的话。
我眼泪不禁掉了下来。。。
差点就被我的室友看见，
不然真的很丢脸！！
每次，我总是学不会，
挂了电话，
就不要再打回给他。
我真的觉得我一点矜持都没有=(
我好失败噢。。。
后天就考试了，
我的心情也被他的敷衍
大大影响了。。。
怎么办呢？

思念

2008-11-16T14:24:00.000-08:00

超超，
不知道你是否也在思念着7+1
虽然时间过得很快，
可是距离与你相见的日子还很漫长哦！
今天，我感觉特别的累，
因为一次过作了许多家务。
现在肚子里还叽哩咕噜的叫着=(
我还没吃午餐呢！
不知道为什么这个学期都变得很懒惰煮东西吃，
宁愿不要吃午餐。。。
考试快到咯，我都还没准备好！！
我真的很想现在就见到你T__T
超超，
希望在没有我的日子里，
你都能开开心心地度过每一天。。。

考试

2008-11-15T06:18:00.000-08:00

不知不觉又来到了开学的第七个星期了，
学校小考也即将来临了。
还没准备好的我，
不知该如何应付才好。
现在又忙于课程的功课，
真的感觉时间实在是不够用。
希望能够让主来带领我，
把我的一切交托在他手中，
让主来安排一切。。。

累

2008-11-14T20:27:00.000-08:00

上了一整天的课，回到家里的我已经精疲力竭了。回想起刚才在课室讨论电视稿时，我们组员想出的四个意见，都得不到老师的赞同。我们个个都心灰意冷了。希望明天能讨论出更有创意性的电视稿。